I have posted several times along the course of the year requesting prayer for my wife to reconcile with me and make our family whole again.
She did not. She went through with the divorce and financially destroyed me and is strictly controlling when I see my little boys. My youngest turned 7 last week. She refused to let me see him because she had “plans”.
I am lost without my family. My strength is gone. I took an overdose of various pills that I hoped would take me out of this world. I only woke up a day and a half later in ICU.
I was so disappointed.
I see a Christian counselor who advises me to hope and not give up…that he believes she still loves me somewhere in there. I have leaned on this man more than I can afford to pay him. He is strong in his faith. I am so weak.
I don’t know how to do this anymore.
I need strength. I need wisdom. I ask for prayer for my wife’s heart to open back up to me and give our sons their parents back. I can’t see another way. I don’t want to see another way. There was nothing so heinous in our marriage that it should have ended.
Please pray for me. Please pray for my family.
I am sorry for being so long-winded. I am so afraid. I am so lonely. I am so lost.