i told my friend chris how i felt he thinks i am being ridculous and he is drifting off from me, i really feel chris and i belong together. i feel myself sinking in to depression over him i feel like i am losing my best friend over telling him what i thought about him and me. why can i not have a good man who will do for me and love me thats all i have ever wanted instead i just have always been used and i thought chris was going to be the one due to he enjoys talking to me and laughing with me but turns out all i am is a phone buddy to him hoping i will reintroduce him to old school friends and thats it. so in away he is using me to hoping he will find old girlfriend from talking to me he keeps asking me if who else i have found from school.