i am really doubting my relationship with chris after my friend said he must not want to be with you or he would find a way to be with you. then i think well he is one who calls me and we talk for an hour or more, and i told her that he calls me i dont call him and she said well if he wants to be with you he would. chris has made comment he takes things slow he dose not rush into anything. i really want this relationship to work out so i ask you lay on chris heart the desire to be with me more than a phone buddy and when he comes over to help me with smoke dedector that we can sit down and talk one on one and discuss how we feel and what we want out of this relationship. i really feel he is one for me so help me with this matter i think he is funny and kind and would never hurt me intentionaly like my past relationships and he is always telling me i deserve better than what i have had in past. he saids he is not good at relationships but if it happens it happens, so maybe that is problem we are both shy when it comes to expressing how we feel i do beleive. i want him to be my husband one day i think he is man god has wanted me with all this time, so if i could stop doubting myself since me and friend talk i think it would be ok the devil is trying his best i do beleive due to he knows chris and i belong together. please pray for this matter i really want this more than anything right now and he is christian we can pray together and talk about god which we have prayed for one another.