I HAVE BEEN IN TOUCH WITH OLD FRIEND OF MINE CHRIS AND I AM REALLY ENJOYING GETTING TO KNOW HIM THIS PAST 6 MONTHS I USUALLY TALK TO HIM ONCE A WEEK FOR AN HOUR OR MORE AND THIS WEEK HE DID NOT CALL. I DONT KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON IF HE HAS MET SOMEONE OR NOT. I REALLY DO LIKE HIM AND HE SAIDS HE ENJOYS TALKING TO ME AND MESSING WITH ME I DONT GET MAD AT HIM I JUST GO WITH THE FLOW AND HE LIKES THAT. HE KNOWS HE CAN JOKE WITH ME AND ME NOT BE OFFENDED. I JUST WANT THIS RELATIONSHIP TO WORK OUT I HAVE NEVER WANTED SOMETHING SO MUCH IN MY LIFE THAN I WANT THIS TO WORK OUT. ALL GUYS FROM PAST HAVE BEEN NO GOOD THEY DRINK, CUSS, AND CHEAT AND ALL ABOUT SEX, CHRIS IS PERFECT GENTLEMAN, HE DOSE NOT CUSS, HE MAY HAVE 1 TO 2 DRINKS, HE DOSE NOT DRINK ALOT JUST OCCASSIONAL SOCIAL DRINK. HE IS CHRISTIAN AND I JUST FEEL HE IS WHO I NEED TO BE WITH WE TALK ABOUT GOD SOMETIMES AND HE WILL ASK ME TO PRAY FOR HIM AND HE TELLS ME YOU CONTROL YOUR THOUGHTS YOUR THOUGHTS DONT CONTROL YOU. SO I REALLY THINK HE IS GOOD FOR ME HE RESPECTS ME AND ONLY WANTS WHAT IS BEST FOR ME AND HE HAS TOLD ME IF SOMEONE CARES FOR YOU THEY WILL DO FOR YOU. I JUST ASK YOU LAY ON CHRIS’S HEART THE DESIRE TO HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH ME